When i entered my class full of local students i felt i was very very small. I felt hopeless, helpless and inferiority. I felt every failure. I tried to tell myself that i had to be strong but i couldn’t help. My heart was bouncing like a ball. I was shaking during class.
With such a feeling, I tried to find someone to help me. However, there was no body could help except the Student and Learning Centre. I went there for having my assignment proof read. The staff somehow are helpful.
I know that i was a Psychology student and i understand about anxiety, depression and many other mental health issues but i couldn’t believe that anxiety could cost me so much problem.
Now the second semester has started. I feel more secure and ease. I understand English better.